It was fun while it lasted, cat rushing into the house, sleeping cutely under the chair.
Jumped onto my bed, peed badly, changed my sheet.
kitten staring at the mirror, attempting to attack herself, chasing her own tail.
It was fun to look at but too hard to live with
In what wrong do you see in talking about things you are doing
in what i see it is all so wrong not to able to face what state u are in, and fake being someone not who you are more wrong than to talk about who u really are
It is not my fault that you do not have the liberty or indulge in such manner of speech with your friends, for i enjoy their companionship and their point of view, do you not speak to your peers when u are facing an epic with your other half?
I have no fear in what other see me as, and what i am experiencing with or without my other half. What of you to deprive me for being me, when you i do not judge you for being lesser you around your friends than with me.
Now i need to run back to my confide, vulnerability is not in my blood to run
It was fun while it lasted, it was fun while it lasted
To feel what i had felt, to breathe love in the air
I am not quite myself for it had been, living in denial of my own glory facade
It isn’t me, It wasn’t me and it will never be me
We are all to blame for what’s not and what is
We are all to blame for what’s there and what’s not
We are all to blame for it slipping away
“This fortitude of mine tumble down
I shall walk myself back to my solitude “
Before i get crush again by your love over and over again
(To be continued..)
Food/drink to eat
Food not to eat
What to do later
Things going through my head everyday
Main part is work out? i am just so afraid it is not enough, so i added something on for monday’s off day.
20slow push up
front dumbbell raise 10 per side
military press 10
3sets.
Very minor one :) but makes me feel alittle bit happier! Will add another 3 sets of something else when i do not feel the muscle strain at my head.
I reckon “Hua Mu Lan” is not that good!
